I miss you

I'm just having a bad night.

I got to see him today thanks to skype for a little while finally! I kept busy all day and finally got home, ate dinner, and crashed on the couch with the dogs. I just can't help but feeling sad and down tonight. I have cried and still feel like I have more inside. I just really really really miss him. I know other people have it worse than I do. I know he will be home soon. I know all of this but AHHH! =*(

It gets worse at night. I miss that "ready for bed sweets?" That cuddling and good night kiss and sleep well, sweet dreams, and I love you as we are laying in bed side by side. I miss his arms around me, those kisses on my forehead, him coming home and immediately coming to me wrapping his arms around me, giving me a kiss hello and talking to me about his day and how my day was. I miss the ACU's all over the living room floor and stupid socks!

Tears, tears, and more tears. But it's okay. Whenever I start feeling sad because I miss him, it reminds me how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss. 


I know I am lucky. The luckiest girl in the world to be loved by him!